He was only an acquaintance really, a drinking acquaintance, not just a close friend of mine by any stretch of the imagination. A ship that passed inside the drink and drug soaked long dark night of my soul. So why could it have been that when I heard of his death, $ 6000 miles away, and more than a sober couple of years after our last contact, that I was transferred to tears? I cannot locate a full explanation yet, it remains a teasing and tantalizing will o? the wisp, dancing about the peripheral fringes of my consciousness. Perhaps in some recoverable format this and recounting the reality in the matter, I will be able to find some resolution, as I still get teary, some thirty years later, when I imagine Joe, as well as the types of his end. We always seem to wonder at some point in us as to why we are the way that were. Why do we behave in a very certain method that others don't? Why is it that I and my sibling or my best friend has different likes, choices and hobbies? And most importantly, exactly why are we different from the other person in any way? Despite their small size, Black Widow Spiders employ a very potent venom. It has been said that their venom is a bit more powerful compared to coral snakes and cobra snakes. The venom of a female Black Widow Spider is a bit more harmful than that of the males, but the probability of death is pretty small although negative effects can be quite unpleasant. The venom from all of these spiders is a lot more powerful than the venom of many other spiders. Their venom is known as neurotoxic where there are a couple of active components inside such as Latrotoxins and Adenosine.